This made my day :3
This is something I’m sure many of us experience. It’s awful. Remember that you do not actually miss that body, what you miss is the numbness and the security in knowing that no matter what else was falling apart in your life (which was likely everything because of your disorder) —- at least you were thin and getting thinner.
this is bullshit
you eating disorder is lying to you
do not look back, there is nothing for you there
You are not alone in your feelings but my dear, please do not allow them to take over. You are so strong and full of life and you deserve to truly live. When you were smaller you were also miserable and you know it. Don’t turn back baby. Constant forward motion, always.
Pet peeve: when restaurants/companies call a food or drink “skinny”.
EATING/DRINKING THIS PARTICULAR ITEM WILL NOT MAKE ME SKINNY JUST LIKE CONSUMING THE REGULAR ITEM WILL NOT MAKE ME FAT.